....and did it, my way

I've lived a life that's full.
I've traveled each and ev'ry highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.
(My Way - Frank Sinatra)


Yes, i did it my way. I decided to leave my comfort zone, finally! I've decided to do it now before everything is too late...before i'm too afraid to leave...before i afraid to compete...before i become too lazy to reach my dream....before i feel sorry in my later age that i didnt decide to do this.
Wise saying said that we regret the things we did not do, not the things we do. If people put comment, what if you fail and you then realize that you cant come back. I will answer...at least i know, at least i have the courage to try. You will never know if you do not try.

Now i know the feeling when you have to leave something that very close and you hold dearly for years. This place...Gosowong. Mixed of excitment (of the new challenges ahead), happy (to move to new environment), sad (to leave all my friends and the green forest), lazy (to follow-up stuffs as so many new problems arises), encouraged (to follow-up things karena tidak mau tinggalkan 'utang' kerjaan)....all mixed! It doesnt feel good, but i enjoy every moment of my last days on site.

...but i did it, i choose my way that for some people does not make sense. It does for me and i want to enjoy it the best i can.

Jalan Tol

Jalan tol identik dengan bebas macet (walaupun cannot applied di Jakarta), tapi pada hakekatnya orang rela bayar untuk masuk jalan bebas hambatan alias freeway untuk lebih cepat tiba di tujuan.

My journey to the next challenge is exactly seperti jalan tol....MULUS! Daftar lancar, ujian lulus, daftar ulang secepat kilat, persiapan tempat tinggal baru bisa beres lebih cepat dari kilat dengan harga super murah di tempat yang bagus. Rasanya tidak ada kata-kata yang bisa diucapkan untuk menyampaikan betapa bersyukurnya untuk berkat TUHAN yang satu ini. Sampe heran sendiri...memang beneran lewat 'jalan bebas hambatan'.

Pernah merasa ketika sesuatu yang kita rasanya ragu dari awal, tapi dengan cepat kita rasa yakin karena jalan begitu mulus diberikan TUHAN? Yes, this is it...persis! Keraguan itu hilang segera saat semuanya dibuat lancar, dan ternyata ini memang jalan yang harus diambil.

Gosh, i am so excited! Dan sangat bersyukur karena ada begitu banyak yang ikut excited dengan hal ini.

Yah...inilah jalan tol TUHAN. You know its the right way, you just know it. Sebagai manusia kita hanya bisa berencana dan biarkan TUHAN yang menentukan jalannya ke depan. Just go with HIS flow, and put faith that HIS way is always the best way.

Have a good night, everyone. Have faith!:-)