....and did it, my way

I've lived a life that's full.
I've traveled each and ev'ry highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.
(My Way - Frank Sinatra)


Yes, i did it my way. I decided to leave my comfort zone, finally! I've decided to do it now before everything is too late...before i'm too afraid to leave...before i afraid to compete...before i become too lazy to reach my dream....before i feel sorry in my later age that i didnt decide to do this.
Wise saying said that we regret the things we did not do, not the things we do. If people put comment, what if you fail and you then realize that you cant come back. I will answer...at least i know, at least i have the courage to try. You will never know if you do not try.

Now i know the feeling when you have to leave something that very close and you hold dearly for years. This place...Gosowong. Mixed of excitment (of the new challenges ahead), happy (to move to new environment), sad (to leave all my friends and the green forest), lazy (to follow-up stuffs as so many new problems arises), encouraged (to follow-up things karena tidak mau tinggalkan 'utang' kerjaan)....all mixed! It doesnt feel good, but i enjoy every moment of my last days on site.

...but i did it, i choose my way that for some people does not make sense. It does for me and i want to enjoy it the best i can.